Wednesday, January 12, 2011

what's next?

yes, we're still trying..

last month, i tested on the 19th of dec and it was a negative. and then, my AF came on 20th dec. fuck.

and then i hear a few friends who announce that they are pregnant with their 2nd child or have given birth to their 2nd child. went to a mother's group gathering and all i heard was, are you trying? are you trying? i lie with a straight face, ERM, NO! because unlike previously when i told the whole fucking world that i was trying, they kept remarking that i've put on weight and could it be cuz i'm pregnant?! fuck you!

on another note, T had a very scary fall recently! it broke my heart and i went ballistic crazy cuz he had a seizure after his fall! i toally bawled my eyes out and am in tears now cuz i feel that i've failed as his mother to protect him

i love my baby too much.

1 comment:

  1. Oh my! What happened to T? How did he fall? Did he break any bones? Did you have to go to the emergency room?

    As moms, we can't prevent everything! If you would have been able to catch him or help him, we all know you would have.

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