grateful.

Today, I have a beautiful 20month old boy who yells out MAMA-MAMA-MAMA-MAMA in a busy shopping mall.

My heart swells, does a big flippty-flop and I am grateful. VERY.

Although we didn't get pregnant last month, I know that I am very lucky to have him. There are so many couples out there, still on the ttc-fuck-when's-it-gonna-be-my-turn-to-get-pregnant wagon. He is the reason why I am smiling today. He took me out of depression when I was trying so hard to conceive.

I love him to bits. I would very much love to give him a sibling.

I pray, that just one more time....... pls let me be pregnant.