Friday, November 19, 2010

negative

i haven't been blogging. t runs like the wind, the house is a perpetual tsunami and by 9pm, i'm dog tired. :(

but....despite all the lack of energy, we're back to the "having sex every other day" to get pregnant again. We're trying again. Just naturally first and then go on the clomid within the next 3 months. I have the prescription with me. Just not ready to take it yet to get my clomood kill the day.

I tested last night.

It was negative.

That old familiar stab hit me again.

Fucking, fucking painful. And i threw the stick into the bin with a 'hmmph'.

dejavu.

we try again. next month.

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