yes, i am.
4 weeks pg.
i'm cautiously (ok, fucking ecstatic) happy.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Sunday, January 16, 2011
do you see what i see?
two lines.
tomorow i test the idiot proof that says PREGNANT and NOT PREGNANT.
tomorow i test the idiot proof that says PREGNANT and NOT PREGNANT.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
what's next?
yes, we're still trying..
last month, i tested on the 19th of dec and it was a negative. and then, my AF came on 20th dec. fuck.
and then i hear a few friends who announce that they are pregnant with their 2nd child or have given birth to their 2nd child. went to a mother's group gathering and all i heard was, are you trying? are you trying? i lie with a straight face, ERM, NO! because unlike previously when i told the whole fucking world that i was trying, they kept remarking that i've put on weight and could it be cuz i'm pregnant?! fuck you!
on another note, T had a very scary fall recently! it broke my heart and i went ballistic crazy cuz he had a seizure after his fall! i toally bawled my eyes out and am in tears now cuz i feel that i've failed as his mother to protect him
i love my baby too much.
last month, i tested on the 19th of dec and it was a negative. and then, my AF came on 20th dec. fuck.
and then i hear a few friends who announce that they are pregnant with their 2nd child or have given birth to their 2nd child. went to a mother's group gathering and all i heard was, are you trying? are you trying? i lie with a straight face, ERM, NO! because unlike previously when i told the whole fucking world that i was trying, they kept remarking that i've put on weight and could it be cuz i'm pregnant?! fuck you!
on another note, T had a very scary fall recently! it broke my heart and i went ballistic crazy cuz he had a seizure after his fall! i toally bawled my eyes out and am in tears now cuz i feel that i've failed as his mother to protect him
i love my baby too much.
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