Monday, February 14, 2011

very sad today

we went for our 1st scan, feeling excited, wondering if it was 1 bub or 2 bubs.

we didn't expect to be told the following:

1) no heartbeat
2) it only showed that i'm 5 weeks pregnant.

been bawling my eyes out. but i know i have to put on a very happy face for T. He can't see me in this state.

will go in next week to see if we can find a heartbeat and if bub has grown.

i'm sad. scared.......

1 comment:

  1. My thoughts are with you, friend. What did your doctor say? Was he or she concerned or just thinking that perhaps you weren't as far along as you anticipated?

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